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VCE Creative Response essay scoring 75%: You just don’t get it. You never will get it because to society your normal and I’m not. You’re a human being…
You just don’t get it. You never will get it because to society your normal and I’m not. You’re a human being but I’m an animal. Scary and dangerous gangsters that’s all we are to you people. Its exhausting, the stereotypes, the abuse, the discrimination. The “its just a joke bro” till it’s not just a joke “bro”. And I’m not blaming just the racists but really everyone who stands back and allows Black people to be treated like peasants. ‘Being a bystander is just as bad as being the bully’, a lesson we’re taught in primary school.
But I guess the intolerance shown by White people has brought us closer together. I look at the community I live in and I’m surrounded by my brothers and sisters. Bonds formed not by blood but sympathy and shared struggles. A feeling of pure joy and warmth spreading over me when I’m with my people. That cosy comfort of knowing the people around you accept you and see you as equal, one that I pray will someday be experienced amongst all people no matter what you look like.
That day however is a long way away. Just yesterday I walked down the street and counted seven people staring and I promise it aint because I’m pretty. But its just dirty looks from strangers, surely I can get over it? Not let it affect me. But its more than a few looks, its people moving to the other side of the street when they see me coming, the backhanded compliments, “your smarter than I would have thought”, at the checkout being treated like a degenerate that just tried to steal something. It wears you down, gradually, and at some point your souls dies. Your left with no fight, no self-respect or morals. And then the heaven-sent Whites wonder why we act like feral animals pent up on hate and anger.
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VCE Creative Response essay scoring 85%: To me, place is an abstract concept that I explored through snippets in time, showing a connection to culture.…
To me, place is an abstract concept that I explored through snippets in time, showing a connection to culture. Place was represented through cultural elements such as music, foods and jewelry, which with the progression of the vignettes, started to become less frequent as the protagonist slowly lost touch with her roots, leaving a sense of emptiness in her identity. Place was explored as a place of indirect comfort through culture, that the protagonist only realised after she started feeling its absence. She felt nostalgic for a past and for a part of her she never indulged in freely, parts of life she “overlooked”, but after a disconnect, she looked back at those moments and felt regretful for not being more involved. I was particularly inspired by the third stimulus for this aspect, where I wrote that she was thinking back through flashbacks at moments she only vaguely remembered, evoking a sense of longing for what once was.
I intended my vignettes to resonate with immigrant teens, particularly those from a South Asian background. I felt this would help me write a piece I could truly connect with, being from said background, as the events told through my protagonist are moments I myself have lived through. I wanted to write a piece where I could reflect over the different moments that show a disconnect between a part of our lives we have known with a connection to our hearts, and our current reality, being away from home. In this sense, with my audience, I could truly reflect on the identity crises my protagonist felt, particularly in “neither from here, nor from there”, where she felt conflicted between where she felt she belonged when 2 of her worlds clashed together in a busy street.
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Creative Response: Ive grown, i grow, im growing
VCE Creative Response essay scoring 60%: May 15th 2005. My mothers death date.
May 15th 2005. My mothers death date.
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VCE Creative Response essay scoring 77.5%: Postcodes “There is another world, but it is in this one” - Sherman Alexie I was seeking an escape from the…
Postcodes
“There is another world, but it is in this one” - Sherman Alexie
I was seeking an escape from the mundane residential streets of Sunshine 3020. I gathered my friends and I let the wind guide our bicycles toward a quiet haven in the woods we stumbled upon: Lumber Co Cafe. It resided at Keilor East 3033, which was split into two parts, the boring residential area, and the mysterious woods which had boundless opportunities to explore. It starkly contrasts the bustling streets of Melbourne 3000, mingled with the industrial scents of the city. The air instead was much cleaner, and was much quieter with the streams of the river, than the streets of the city.
When we seek to explore, the bike trail leads the way as our bikes ride over gravel and sand, which makes us feel slow. The trail tries to challenge us while we casually talk about current trends on TikTok, or spot an unidentified object on the way. We encounter a field of golden plants that are gazed upon by the sunlight, and the undisturbed expanse. But it also reveals the trail we take. We go down a vigorous downhill, increasing our speed little by little, and the wind is all we hear. Our vision starts to become blurry and we have to concentrate, or else we fall off the trail into a bunch of plants and rocks. However, the trail tries to play tricks on us, by placing uphill sections once we finish traversing downhill. The uphills battle against us to tire our legs, but the uphills are no match for my friends and me. Eventually, the vast main entrance of the cafe is spotted.
This Cafe always feels nostalgic, even though we just went a couple of days ago. Unlike the busy and noisy streets of Melbourne, the peaceful vastness of the fields and the scent of water flowing down the Maribrynong River orchestrate a quiet harmony. For me, this Cafe belongs to only the 3 of us, as we are all free to do whatever the hell we want.
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VCE Creative Response essay scoring 70%: Postcodes “There is another world, but it is in this one” - Sherman Alexie I was seeking an escape from the…
Postcodes
“There is another world, but it is in this one” - Sherman Alexie
I was seeking an escape from the mundane residential streets of Sunshine 3020. I gathered my friends and I let the wind guide our bicycles toward a quiet haven in the woods we stumbled upon: Lumber Co Cafe. It resided at Keilor East 3033, which was split into two parts, the boring residential area, and the mysterious woods which had boundless opportunities to explore. It starkly contrasts the bustling streets of Melbourne 3000, giving me a mixed smell of the industrial buildings. The air instead was much cleaner, and was much quieter with the streams of the river, than the streets of the city.
The trip to the Cafe commences, as the bike trail leads the way with gravel slowing us down. The trail tries to challenge us as we casually talk about current trends on Tiktok, or spot an unidentified object on the way. We encounter a field of golden plants which are gazed upon by the sunlight, and the undisturbed expanse. But it also reveals the trail we take. We go down a vigorous downhill, increasing our speed little by little, and the wind is all we hear, and what we see goes by so quickly, as concentration is key or we fall off the trail into a bunch of plants and rocks. However, the trail plays tricks on us, by placing uphill sections once we finish traversing downhill. The uphills battle against us to tire our legs, but it shows no match towards me and my friends. Eventually, the vast main entrance of the cafe is spotted.
This Cafe always feels nostalgic, even though we just went a couple of days ago. Unlike the busy and noisy streets of Melbourne, the peaceful vastness of the fields and the scent of water flowing down the Maribrynong river orchestrate a quiet harmony. For me, this Cafe belongs to only the 3 of us, as we are all free to do whatever the hell we want.
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VCE Creative Response essay scoring 95%: 1 year ago You stand on the green grass; the leaves of trees rub together in the gentle wind, sounding like…
1 year ago
You stand on the green grass; the leaves of trees rub together in the gentle wind, sounding like musical laughter, and suddenly the numbness in your chest morphs to anger. This field they buried her in is too peaceful to contain death. You feel rage at the golden words emblazoned on the gates; “Melbourne memorial garden” as if grief could be swept up like wisps in the breeze. You stand with your arms firmly wrapped around her mother, holding tighter with every rattling sob that passes, as if you could single-handedly stop the cascading torrent of grief . A soft string of Bangla pulls your attention, but the unfamiliar words slip from your mind like oil, as if it is too much for your head to hold the unfamiliar shapes and find a definition for them. You categorise the phrase as one of comfort as you feel the tension ease from the shoulders of your childhood best friend's mother, yet any solace aimed at you is lost in your inability to understand. A hand on your shoulder startles you—“Taslim, cha khao” (Taslim, have tea). The warmth of the cup placed in your hands soon feels too much; it mirrors the sting behind your tired, burning eyes. The scent of elach (cardamom), meant to comfort, instead feels overwhelming—too rich, too present. You have always been told, “Life tests in many ways,” but you never expected to be stripped so violently of a life full of vibrance, to be hollowed out until all that remains is a black, self-consuming hole.
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4 years before
The car rides with your Dadu (dad’s mum) had always been awkward. You would stare outside the window, having long given up trying to hold conversations with her. The sound of your dad chattering with her became reduced to a noise at the back of your head, each Bangla sentence too fast to be registered. Your breath would fog against the cool glass as you watched 2 magpies jumping around each other, and on the side, you noticed a lonely sparrow. You shifted uncomfortably against your seatbelt and let out a huff.
That’s how you felt when it came to Bangladeshi culture.
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VCE Creative Response essay scoring 87.5%: Watan - homeland My eyes flit around the dark spaces inside the SUV. The car takes me through an unfamiliar…
Watan - homeland
My eyes flit around the dark spaces inside the SUV. The car takes me through an unfamiliar route, lit by fluorescent street lights bright like mini suns. I’ve never been here before — well, I have. I just haven’t travelled on this road at night. The streets are shrouded in pockets of black under the calm trees whispering with the wind. Night car drives are calming, but this one feels different. I can still smell the slight aroma of the biryani and kebabs we packed for our journey like always. The car still drives over the uneven asphalt, with an almost therapeutic rhythm. It feels familiar, like all the times I went with family.
This time I’m just not with family. I’m sitting in the middle seat between my brother on the left and my cousin on my right. I haven’t done this since I was 7. I can feel a weight in the air, weighing over us all, that my life is about to change drastically right before me. I know exactly why.
In a few hours, my family will send our loaded luggage through a conveyor and board a plane. We’re going to fly above everything I know of; my life will vanish right below my feet, and I’ll be in a completely new continent in 2 days.
The low hum of the engine as it drives over the highway registers as faint background noise. I reach up and feel for my earrings, a pair of glistening gold jhumkas shaped like bells, studded with rubies. I got these from a distant relative as an infant. Tradition in South Asian culture of passing down gold to their daughters. Though I never had an affinity for heavy jewelry, I always adored these pieces. They feel even heavier now, and I think about the small moments where I felt I had overlooked cultural elements in my life. Music playing at full volume at weddings I merely just watched from a distance at times, disturbed by the noise. Biting into a clove while eating my favorite dish and feeling momentarily disgusted by the taste before forgetting about it.
I look at my cousin and wonder whether my life here will also become just a memory like all the others. Whether I’ll feel disconnect and decide to bury them into a small corner of my mind, silenced. I feel uneasy now, the weight of what awaits me feels tantalizing.
Na hum idhar ke, na hum udhar ke - neither from here, nor from there
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VCE Creative Response essay scoring 70%: Postcodes “There is another world, but it is in this one” - Sherman Alexie I was seeking an escape from the…
Postcodes
“There is another world, but it is in this one” - Sherman Alexie
I was seeking an escape from the mundane residential streets of Sunshine 3020. I gathered my friends and I let the wind guide our bicycles toward a quiet haven in the woods we stumbled upon: Lumber Co Cafe. It resided at Keilor East 3033, which was split into two parts, the boring residential area, and the mysterious woods which had boundless opportunities to explore. It’s way more different than the bustling streets of Melbourne 3000, with people and the industrial and oily aroma, giving me a mixed smell. The air instead was much cleaner, and was much quieter with the streams of the river, than the streets of the city.
We go on to seek the destination, as the bike track is filled with gravel and bumpy sidetracks which slows us down, quite a challenge like a voyage against the vast sea. Although not tiring, it takes some time, as we casually talk about current trends on Tiktok, or spot an unidentified object on the way. We encounter a field of golden plants which are gazed upon by the sunlight, and the undisturbed expanse. But it also reveals the trail we take. We go down a vigorous downhill, increasing our speed little by little, and the wind is all we hear, and what we see goes by so quickly, as concentration is key or we fall off the trail into a bunch of plants and rocks. However, the trail plays tricks on us, by placing uphill sections once we finish traversing downhill. The uphills battle against us to tire our legs, but it shows no match to the muscular legs me and my friends have grown. Eventually, the vast main entrance of the cafe is spotted.
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VCE Creative Response essay scoring 87.5%: On this evening, I struggled with the silence in my room, which used to be filled with happiness and clinks…
On this evening, I struggled with the silence in my room, which used to be filled with happiness and clinks of alcohol, gone. I wished I could go back, go back to the enjoyment of temporary pleasure and the wildness of poison. The very thing that brought me closer to the world seemed to have only distanced me further from myself. A simple yes would bring me closer to despair. In the end, I tried to fix what I shattered. Myself.
The taste of being a part of the community. The taste of partying was everlasting. Or so I thought. The fun, the freedom, the happiness was all I ever wanted, yet it made me feel trapped inside. That wasn’t as fun. Every day I find myself trying to reach for the bottle, the very bottle that broke me from the inside, the very bottle that would wither my soul away. Maybe it's impossible to defeat this, maybe I’ll never overcome this wall of temptation. But I can’t go back. I don’t think I ever will.
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Creative Response: The shape of what remained
VCE Creative Response essay scoring 90%: May 2011 It's ok, everything is fine. Is what I told myself, knowing I was blatantly lying to not just those…
May 2011
It's ok, everything is fine.
Is what I told myself, knowing I was blatantly lying to not just those around me, but my mind. But I had to stay strong, for if not what was to become of Armaan? He was already coming home bruised and battered from school. It hurt, it really did when I had to empty his pockets before washing his uniform. Armaan would come home, hiding the scars the world outside had given him. He had no one other than me, but what was I to do? There were bills to pay, people to appease and most importantly no one to rely on. What other choice did I have? I had to stay diligent in my duties, for if I kept going, who knows maybe one day I could rest for just a few minutes.
It hurt when I began finding the empty zip lock bags in Armaan's bags and uniform; my hands would always tremble when throwing those vile bags into the bin. He wasn’t growing any taller, he was fragile. It felt as if he no longer had emotion, I tried with such fervor to appease our son, but I was constantly met with the shattered version of what was left after you had died. Why did you die? If only you were here, for just one day, no, for just one hour, maybe you could talk to the son you had left behind. I wonder what you were thinking when the bullets pierced your body, did it hurt? What were your last thoughts, were you thinking of me or our sons?
I know as I'm writing this letter that it isn't going to bring you back, nor is it going to make our son happier. I've realised that he is just a shattered mirror, reflecting my sorry image in his actions. I can no longer look at him, for I am reminded of you every time. Your deep brown eyes and your smile, o what I would do for you to hold us both in your arms one more time!
September 2011
We all celebrated Armaan's birthday together. His uncle came and bought him the books he'd always wanted. Sheru gave him a long, heartfelt hug; it was such a beautiful moment, if only you were here to experience it. I know I sound terrible when saying this, but if only he would go outside and breathe. He's stuck in his room all day, reading and reading and reading. It has become his safe haven, he no longer puts his trust in me. Boo the days are getting longer and longer. As you know, that guy Aaron sure was one annoying guy, he tried hitting on me! Wasn’t he your best friend? Maybe not I guess but one thing led to another and I got fired.
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Creative Response: The shape of what remained
VCE Creative Response essay scoring 90%: May 2011 It's ok, everything is fine. Is what I told myself, knowing I was blatantly lying to not just those…
May 2011
It's ok, everything is fine.
Is what I told myself, knowing I was blatantly lying to not just those around me, but my mind. But I had to stay strong, for if not what was to become of Armaan? He was already coming home bruised and battered from school. It hurt, it really did when I had to empty his pockets before washing his uniform. Armaan would come home, hiding the scars the world outside had given him. He had no one other than me, but what was I to do? There were bills to pay, people to appease and most importantly no one to rely on. What other choice did I have? I had to stay diligent in my duties, for if I kept going, who knows maybe one day I could rest for just a few minutes.
It hurt when I began finding the empty zip lock bags in Armaan's bags and uniform; my hands would always tremble when throwing those vile bags into the bin. He wasn’t growing any taller, he was fragile. It felt as if he no longer had emotion, I tried with such fervor to appease our son, but I was constantly met with the shattered version of what was left after you had died. Why did you die? If only you were here, for just one day, no, for just one hour, maybe you could talk to the son you had left behind. I wonder what you were thinking when the bullets pierced your body, did it hurt? What were your last thoughts, were you thinking of me or our sons?
I know as I'm writing this letter that it isn't going to bring you back, nor is it going to make our son happier. I've realised that he is just a shattered mirror, reflecting my sorry image in his actions. I can no longer look at him, for I am reminded of you every time. Your deep brown eyes and your smile, o what I would do for you to hold us both in your arms one more time!
September 2011
We all celebrated Armaan's birthday together. His uncle came and bought him the books he'd always wanted. Sheru gave him a long, heartfelt hug; it was such a beautiful moment, if only you were here to experience it. I know I sound terrible when saying this, but if only he would go outside and breathe. He's stuck in his room all day, reading and reading and reading. It has become his safe haven, he no longer puts his trust in me. Boo the days are getting longer and longer. As you know, that guy Aaron sure was one annoying guy, he tried hitting on me! Wasn’t he your best friend? Maybe not I guess but one thing led to another and I got fired.
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Creative Response: Play gives us freedom to make connections
VCE Creative Response essay scoring 87.5%: “All the world’s a stage all the men + women merely players. They have their exits and their entrances, and…
“All the world’s a stage all the men + women merely players. They have their exits and their entrances, and one man in his time plays many parts.” – William Shakespeare
Botswana: Fireworks
In Botswana, play takes place against the backdrop of the night sky, bursting to life with the warm, bright fireworks dancing across the open expanse. The sharp red sparks cut across the heavy navy that cloaks the sky, intermingling with the electric yellow hues that ignite my childish and eager heart. The streets overflow with crowds of people filled to the brim with the rhythm and soul of community. Children are enticed outside by the erratic sounds of mischief and danger. Sudden gunshots startle, then delight – Fireworks! Between the explosive bangs of fireworks the low grumble music swims through the absence of sound that follows. Reds, fluorescent greens, vivid purples and neon pinks all paint the empty canvas in the sky with playful and wild brushstrokes each more inspired than the last. Eyes reflect the color and hope of a new year on the horizon: 2013. From clay backyard to clay backyard, plastered house to plastered house the authenticity of a community sparked to life by the light of tradition illuminates the blank nightscape. The scent of the dirt roads mixed in with the lingering gunpowder serve as a carriage of hopes and dreams of a country. Fireworks are play.
Gaborone: Church
The church is all my Sundays in Botswana and the obligatory game of charades. I am dressed to please in my Sunday best, White shirt, black slacks and a neat little bow tie to really make the congregation’s hearts flutter. Grandma gives out the prompts while the older church members act as judges. The old, dull walls act as a backdrop for my weekly masquerade, while the archaic crucifix looms over the whole show making the air heavy enough to crush a much more unexperienced actor. The pictorial entrance windows watch as I trudge through the routine compliments. The heights I’d reach one day. How strong I’d grow up to be. Every time I manufacture a smile on my face, the grins on the faces of the stained-glass windows grow larger as if becoming more convinced by my act. I hide my kid but I don’t abandon it. Week by week I become better at this song and dance, crafting a mask of stoicism and resilience under the roof that feels all too low. My spark resists the slow monotonous tempo that makes the whole experience feel like a chore. The unsettling smell of the elderly women’s makeup and the metallic smell of the paint buckets for a renovation that is long overdue both infect each and every receptor within my nose, giving me no chance to come up for air. Church doesn’t brighten my spark: for me church isn’t play it’s a performance and my role is one I did not volunteer for.
Mildura: Afternoons
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Creative Response: The shape of what remained
VCE Creative Response essay scoring 80%: May 2011 It's ok, everything is fine. Is what I told myself, knowing I was blatantly lying to not just those…
May 2011
It's ok, everything is fine.
Is what I told myself, knowing I was blatantly lying to not just those around me, but my mind. But I had to stay strong, for if not what was to become of Armaan? He was already coming home bruised and battered from school. It hurt, it really did when I had to empty his pockets before washing his uniform. Armaan would come home, hiding the scars the world outside had given him. He had no one other than me, but what was I to do? There were bills to pay, people to appease and most importantly no one to rely on. What other choice did I have? I had to stay diligent in my duties, for if I kept going, who knows maybe one day I could rest for just a few minutes.
It hurt when I began finding the empty zip lock bags in Armaan's bags and uniform; my hands would always tremble when throwing those vile bags into the bin. He wasn’t growing any taller, he was fragile. It felt as if he no longer had emotion, I tried with such fervor to appease our son, but I was constantly met with the shattered version of what was left after you had died. Why did you die? If only you were here, for just one day, no, for just one hour, maybe you could talk to the son you had left behind. I wonder what you were thinking when the bullets pierced your body, did it hurt? What were your last thoughts, were you thinking of me or our sons?
I know as I'm writing this letter that it isn't going to bring you back, nor is it going to make our son happier. I've realised that he is just a shattered mirror, reflecting my sorry image in his actions. I can no longer look at him, for I am reminded of you every time. Your deep brown eyes and your smile, o what I would do for you to hold us both in your arms one more time!
September 2011
We all celebrated Armaan's birthday together. His uncle came and bought him the books he'd always wanted. Sheru gave him a long, heartfelt hug; it was such a beautiful moment, if only you were here to experience it. I know I sound terrible when saying this, but if only he would go outside and breathe. He's stuck in his room all day, reading and reading and reading. It has become his safe haven, he no longer puts his trust in me. Boo the days are getting longer and longer. As you know, that guy Aaron sure was one annoying guy, he tried hitting on me! Wasn’t he your best friend? Maybe not I guess but one thing led to another and I got fired.
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Creative Response: The shape of what remained
VCE Creative Response essay scoring 77.5%: May 2011 Its ok, everything is fine. Is what I told myself, knowing I was blatantly lying to not just those…
May 2011
Its ok, everything is fine.
Is what I told myself, knowing I was blatantly lying to not just those around me, but my mind. But I had to stay strong, for if not what was to become of Armaan? He was already coming home bruised and battered from school. It hurt, it really did when I had to empty his pockets before washing his uniform. Armaan would come home, hiding the scars the world outside had given him. He had no one other than me, but what was I to do? There were bills to pay, people to appease and most importantly no one to rely on. What other choice did I have? I had to stay diligent in my duties, for if I kept going, who knows maybe one day I could rest for just a few minutes.
It hurt when I began finding the empty zip lock bags in Armaan's bags and uniform; my hands would always tremble when throwing those vile bags into the bin. He wasn’t growing any taller, he was fragile. It felt as if he no longer had emotion, I tried with such fervor to appease our son, but I was constantly met with the shattered version of what was left after you had died. Why did you die? If only you were here, for just one day, no, for just one hour, maybe you could talk to the son you had left behind. I wonder what you were thinking when the bullets pierced your body, did it hurt? What were your last thoughts, were you thinking of me or our sons?
I know as I'm writing this letter that it isn't going to bring you back, nor is it going to make our son happier. I've realised that he is just a shattered mirror, reflecting my sorry image in his actions. I can no longer look at him, for I am reminded of you every time. Your deep brown eyes and your smile, o what I would do for you to hold us both in your arms one more time!
September 2011
We all celebrated Armaan's birthday together, his uncle came and bought him the books he'd always wanted, Sheru gave him a long, heartfelt hug, it was such a beautiful moment, if only you were here to experience it. I know I sound terrible when saying this, but if only he would go outside and breathe. He's stuck in his room all day, reading and reading and reading. It has become his safe haven, he no longer puts his trust in me. Boo the days are getting longer and longer. As you know, that guy Aaron sure was one annoying guy, he tried hitting on me! Wasn’t he your best friend? Maybe not I guess but one thing led to another and I got fired.
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Creative Response: The shape of what remained
VCE Creative Response essay scoring 72.5%: May 2011 Its ok, everything is fine. Is what I told myself, knowing I was blatantly lying to not just those…
May 2011
Its ok, everything is fine.
Is what I told myself, knowing I was blatantly lying to not just those around me, but my mind. But I had to stay strong, for if not what was to become of Armaan? He was already coming home bruised and battered from school. It hurt, it really did when I had to empty his pockets before washing his uniform. Armaan would come home, hiding the scars the world outside had given him. He had no one other than me, but what was I to do? There were bills to pay, people to appease and most importantly no one to rely on. What other choice did I have? I had to stay diligent in my duties, for if I kept going, who knows maybe one day I could rest for just a few minutes.
It hurt when I began finding the empty zip lock bags in Armaan's bags and uniform, my hands would always tremble when throwing those vile bags into the bin. He wasn’t growing any taller, he was fragile. It felt as if he no longer had emotion, I tried with such fervor to appease our son, but I was constantly met with the shattered version of what was left after you had died. Why did you die? If only you were here, for just one day, no, for just one hour, maybe you could talk to the son you had left behind. I wonder what you were thinking when the bullets pierced your body, did it hurt? What were your last thoughts, were you thinking of me or our sons?
I know as I'm writing this letter that it isn't going to bring you back, nor is it going to make our son happier. I've realised that he is just a shattered mirror, reflecting my sorry image in his actions. I can no longer look at him, for I am reminded of you every time. Your deep brown eyes and your smile, o what I would do for you to hold us both in your arms one more time!
September 2011
We all celebrated Armaan's birthday together, his uncle came and bought him the books he'd always wanted, Sheru gave him a long, heartfelt hug, it was such a beautiful moment, if only you were here to experience it. I know I sound terrible when saying this, but if only he would go outside and breathe. He's stuck in his room all day, reading and reading and reading. It has become his safe haven, he no longer puts his trust in me. Boo the days are getting longer and longer. As you know, that guy Aaron sure was one annoying guy, he tried hitting on me! Wasn’t he your best friend? Maybe not I guess but one thing led to another and I got fired.
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VCE Creative Response essay scoring 77.5%: The delicious aroma of Mum’s meatballs wafted across the kitchen into my room. I stood up from my bed, blood…
The delicious aroma of Mum’s meatballs wafted across the kitchen into my room. I stood up from my bed, blood rushing to my ears.
Tonight is the night, I forced the thought in place.
Tonight’s the night I talk to Dad openly.
As I timidly walked into the dining room, my family was already seated, waiting for me. Dad sat on one side of the rectangular mahogany dining table, still in his suit. Seated next to him was Mum, tired but mellow. On the opposite side sat my little brother, engaged unusually in a book - one of those stunts to avoid his least favourite food.
My designated seat for tonight was directly opposite to Dad.
Great. I had to do this face to face with him.
“Ah, Luca, take a seat son”, said my dad, peering at me through his thick rimmed glasses. It was strange how the most gorgeous looking hazel eyes could be so terrifying.
I attempted to get my thoughts in order as Mum served a generous amount of dinner on my plate. As each minute passed by excruciatingly, my every movement felt robotic, every breath got heavier by the second.
I finally broke the eerie silence.
“Dad, I got accepted into an arts degree at the uni”, I managed.
For the next minute, my parents squirmed as if they were suspended in some sort of dense fluid. Mum’s eyes bulged out of her sockets, her jaw hanging in disbelief. Dad abandoned the fork with the bite of food he was about to take. He lifted his face, his deliberate gaze boring through me. Heat rose in my face and neck, making me look flustered.
“What did you say?”, Dad asked, in the most gravely voice.
“I, uh… Yeah Dad. I want to pursue painting. After graduation. So I applied for the arts degree. And I got their reply today.”, I replied.
What Mum said next shocked me. I thought she’d warm up to the idea.
“But Luca, are you really sure? I mean, your application for Commerce was solid, I have no doubt you’ll get accepted”, Mum said, and in the corner of my eye, I saw Dad nodding curtly, his eyes still on me.
“Yes. I know Mum. But that’s not what I want. That is not going to give me peace and happiness”, I retorted, finally sharing a piece of truth with my parents in an eternity.
Dad put his fork down, straightening in his seat a little and clearing his throat. A typical sign of an incoming philosophical speech.
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Creative Response: creative writing, familial values
VCE Creative Response essay scoring 90%: I remember staring at a diagram in my Year 9 biology textbook—the Bombus terrestris. “According to all…
I remember staring at a diagram in my Year 9 biology textbook—the Bombus terrestris. “According to all aerodynamic laws, the bumblebee cannot fly because its body weight is not in the right proportion to its wingspan, but ignoring these laws, the bee flies anyway.” I didn’t think about things like that when I was nine. I was more focused on not burning the rice. The pot would rattle slightly as the water boiled over, and I’d have to jump a little to turn the stove down properly. The bench was too high, so I’d drag a chair across the tiles, the legs screeching louder than I meant them to. By the time I figured it out, my brother would already be behind me. “Is it ready yet?” “No.” “You said ten minutes.” “It hasn’t been ten minutes.” He’d sigh like it was my fault and walk off, and I’d stand there, watching the steam rise, pretending I knew exactly what I was doing. That was just normal. Cooking, cleaning, making sure he ate, making sure things didn’t fall apart before my parents got home. They were always working—early mornings, late nights, shifts that blurred into each other. Nothing about it felt optional. It just made sense that someone had to do it. So I did. At school, things didn’t really line up the same way. People noticed things. Not big things—just enough. The way I never stayed back after school. The way I didn’t talk much. The same lunch, over and over. “Do you ever do anything?” someone asked once. “Yeah,” I said. “Like what?” I didn’t answer. It wasn’t worth explaining. It was easier to just let them think whatever they wanted. The comments weren’t always direct, but they were there. Small, constant. Enough to make you aware of yourself all the time—how you sounded, how you looked, how you fit into a space. I used to have things I liked. Drawing, mostly. I’d fill pages without
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Creative Response: creative writing, familial values
VCE Creative Response essay scoring 90%: I remember staring at a diagram in my Year 9 biology textbook—the Bombus terrestris. According to every known…
I remember staring at a diagram in my Year 9 biology textbook—the Bombus terrestris. According to every known aerodynamic law, the bumblebee is a failure of design. Its body weight is too heavy, its wingspan too narrow; mathematically, it is grounded. I used to trace the ink of its wings with my finger, feeling a strange kinship with that "impossible" creature. At fourteen, the laws of the hallway dictated that I, too, was a failure of proportion, constructed in a way that didn't quite fit the rigid geometry of high school social life.
At school, the "laws" weren't written in textbooks, but in the sudden silences when I walked toward a lunch table. Bullying isn't always a shove; it’s a chemical inhibitor. It’s the way laughter lingers in a corridor just a second too long, a caustic substance that slowly dissolves your confidence until your internal pH is permanently off-balance. I became an expert at reading micro-expressions—the slight narrowing of eyes, the subtle tilt of a head away from mine. I was internalizing the data they gave me: You are built incorrectly for this world.
But if school was a site of erosion, home was the buffer solution.
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Creative Response: creative writing, familial values
VCE Creative Response essay scoring 77.5%: According to all aerodynamic laws, the bumblebee cannot fly because its body weight is not in the right…
According to all aerodynamic laws, the bumblebee cannot fly because its body weight is not in the right proportion to its wingspan, but ignoring these laws, the bee flies anyway.”
Growing up, I often felt like that bumblebee—constructed in a way that didn’t quite fit the expectations placed around me. At school, this feeling was not subtle. It was reinforced daily through quiet exclusion, careless words, and laughter that lingered longer than it should have. Bullying has a way of convincing you that there is something fundamentally wrong with you, that you are somehow built incorrectly for the world you are in. Over time, those voices become internal, shaping the way you see yourself and limiting what you believe you are capable of.
However, while school became a space where I was constantly diminished, my home represented something entirely different. My family, despite their own struggles and sacrifices, created an environment that resisted those external judgements. They did not deny the reality of what I was experiencing, but they refused to let it define me. Their support was not always loud or expressive, but it was consistent. It existed in the long hours they worked to provide stability, in the small conversations that reminded me of my worth, and in the expectations they held for my future.
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Creative Response: It's a concept on Play
VCE Creative Response essay scoring 85%: “Come on! Why don’t you try doing this jump?” You’re not going to stack! Surely!” One of my friends Parv called…
“Come on! Why don’t you try doing this jump?” You’re not going to stack! Surely!” One of my friends Parv called out from the side of the dirt track. We were all filled with dirt and grime around our body, shovels hard stuck of dirt and an ice cream container filled with dirt water all alone below a eucalyptus tree. My 10-year-old instincts looked upon the steep and voracious jump waiting for me to soar up high, but my nerves kicked in apprehension pondering of the intricate miscalculations and mishaps it would lead me to. I incessantly refused to my mates playing it safe from the missed opportunities it led from a regrettable injury. But the ravenous desire and anticipation all my friends had to make this jump enthralled me to mount my bike and take it far and beyond than ever. Every time I practiced my jumps, the bike didn’t even land downwards onto the slope but overshot it with greed as if the bike wanted to
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Creative Response: "We are the ones who remember the…
VCE Creative Response essay scoring 100%: La Matanza: The Secret Ethnocide El Salvador Has Tried to Erase. Published 22nd of January 1983 Stephanie…
La Matanza: The Secret Ethnocide El Salvador Has Tried to Erase.
Published 22nd of January 1983
Stephanie Garcia
Indigenous people have been massacred for centuries all across the world. They have been subjected to all kinds of torture, inequality and disadvantages. 50 years after the events of La Matanza, an ethnocide which resulted in the deaths of around 10,000-30,000 indigenous people, no legislation has been put in place to eliminate the possibility of this happening again.
Today I have with me the daughter of the revolutionary Agustin Farabundo Marti, who was behind the uprising which led to La Matanza. Guadalupe Marti-Cortez is an accomplished author and political activist who is also a witness of La Matanza.
What was life like before La Matanza?
“It was certainly difficult. We Pipil people were not recognized as equal to the Mestizo or the Spaniards. We were seen as less than them, like we didn’t belong here. We were seen as foreigners in our own home. It was hard to deal with growing up, seeing my father come home every night after working all day, seeing the cuts and bruises…it is definitely something I will never forget. A friend of mine from when I was younger, her father worked for one of the 14 families. One night he had enough of the abuse he had endured whilst working on the coffee plantations and went to his boss. The next morning my friend received a package at the door, it contained a tongue and a letter. The letter was a warning to the workers, it threatened them with consequences if there were further revolts. However, what happened was quite the opposite.”
Do you mind expanding on what happened? Was it the uprisings?
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Creative Response: "We are the ones who remember the…
VCE Creative Response essay scoring 95%: La Matanza: The Secret Ethnocide El Salvador Has Tried to Erase. Published 22nd of January 1983 Stephanie…
La Matanza: The Secret Ethnocide El Salvador Has Tried to Erase.
Published 22nd of January 1983
Stephanie Garcia
Indigenous people have been massacred for centuries all across the world. They have been subjected to all kinds of torture, inequality and disadvantages. 50 years after the events of La Matanza, an ethnocide which resulted in the deaths of around 10,000-30,000 indigenous people, no legislation has been put in place to eliminate the possibility of this happening again.
Today I have with me the daughter of the revolutionary Agustin Farabundo Marti, who was behind the uprising which led to La Matanza. Guadalupe Marti-Cortez is an accomplished author and political activist who is also a witness of La Matanza.
What was life like before La Matanza?
“It was certainly difficult. We Pipil people were not recognized as equal to the Mestizo or the Spaniards. We were seen as less than them, like we didn’t belong here. We were seen as foreigners in our own home. It was hard to deal with growing up, seeing my father come home every night after working all day, seeing the cuts and bruises…it is definitely something I will never forget. A friend of mine from when I was younger, her father worked for one of the 14 families. One night he had enough of the abuse he had endured whilst working on the coffee plantations and went to his boss. The next morning my friend received a package at the door, it contained a tongue and a letter. The letter was a warning to the workers, it threatened them with consequences if there were further revolts. However, what happened was quite the opposite.”
Do you mind on expanding on what happened? Was it the uprisings?
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Creative Response: "We are the ones who remember the…
VCE Creative Response essay scoring 87.5%: La Matanza: The Secret Ethnocide El Salvador Has Tried to Erase. Published 22nd of January 1983 Stephanie…
La Matanza: The Secret Ethnocide El Salvador Has Tried to Erase.
Published 22nd of January 1983
Stephanie Garcia
Indigenous people have been massacred for centuries all across the world. They have been subjected to all kinds of torture, inequality and disadvantages. 50 years after the events of La Matanza, an ethnocide which resulted in the deaths of around 10,000-30,000 indigenous people, no legislation has been put in place to eliminate the possibility of this happening again.
Today I have with me the daughter of the revolutionary Agustin Farabundo Marti, who was behind the uprising which led to La Matanza. Guadalupe Marti-Cortez is an accomplished author and political activist who is also a witness of La Matanza.
What was life like before La Matanza?
“It was certainly difficult. We Pipil people were not recognized as equal to the Mestizo or the Spaniards. We were seen as less than them, like we didn’t belong here. We were seen as foreigners in our own home. It was hard to deal with growing up, seeing my father come home every night after working all day, seeing the cuts and bruises…it is definitely something I will never forget. A friend of mine from when I was younger, her father worked for one of the 14 families. One night he had enough of the abuse he had endured whilst working on the coffee plantations and went to his boss. The next morning my friend received a package at the door, it contained a tongue and a letter. The letter was a warning to the workers, it threatened them with consequences if there were further revolts. However, what happened was quite the opposite.”
Do you mind on expanding on what happened? Was it the uprisings?
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Creative Response: ‘Speak up’
VCE Creative Response essay scoring 75%: The morning was aggressively bright. It was the kind of Saturday where the air smells of freshly mown grass and…
The morning was aggressively bright. It was the kind of Saturday where the air smells of freshly mown grass and expensive espresso. In our tiny suburb, we liked to tell ourselves we were a family, that we would look out for each other.
I was standing on my deck, the ceramic mug warming my palms while I watched Mateo. He lived at Number 42. Every weekend, he was out there, his hands starting to stain as he carefully tucked new flowers into the dirt. He always wore that same faded yellow football jersey and a pair of old run sneakers. When he saw me, he always gave that short wave a quiet acknowledgement between neighbors.
Just before I went back inside, a black van rounded the corner. It didn't speed. It cruised heavily , casting a long shadow over the sun. It pulled up to Mateo’s fence with a growl.
Four men stepped out. They didn't look like people; they looked like FBI with vests, heavy boots, and the word ICE plastered across their backs like a warning. They moved with a cold aggression.
“HANDS UP! FACE THE WALL! DON’T MOVE!”
The shouts shattered the Saturday peace like a brick through a window. I saw Mateo drop his trowel. The metal “clink” as it hit the driveway sounded like a gunshot. He didn’t fight. He just looked... exhausted.
Then, the street came alive.
Doors started clicking open. Mr. Hen from Number 44 stepped out, his face turned red with shock. The young couple from Number 46 ran to the edge of their lawn.
"Hey! What are you doing?" Mr. Hen shouted, his voice trembling. "He’s been here for years! He’s a good man!"